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Two years later there was another murder, this time in the name of Allah.
Suddenly the real Dutch people were setting fire to mosques and politicians
were saying the weirdest things. Total freedom of speech manifested itself
and there was suddenly a very different conception of tolerance. Boorishness
was elevated to a kind of moral ideal, cynicism to a cultural ideal. We were no
longer folks from other countries, we were the Moslems, terrorists. The clash of
civilizations was in full swing in the Netherlands. Whatever the problem, Islam
was the underlying cause.
The authentic Dutchman set off in rigid pursuit of his native culture, the source
of all things, and was soon ensnared in his Judeo-Christian roots. Freedom of
speech was transformed into the right to offend. As if it was my fault there
were so many manholes in the road to the secular liberal paradise.
It was made clear to me I had to integrate all over again. Or was integration
being confused with assimilation? At any rate, we had to prove we knew how to
behave. They talked about our religious fundamentalism, our violent ways of
avenging our honour and settling other matters, our custom of importing spouses
from back home. It was time we abandoned those barbaric cultural customs.
And expectations kept going one step further.
Hybrid cultures didn’t seem to exist at the time. It was clear the picture
wasn’t supposed to get all too complicated. Christians, atheists from a Moslem
country? It was not the moment for contemplation about the relation between
culture and religion. Islam was the Ultimate Evil and I myself a mere object.
Could I still be myself, I wondered. Was I entitled to call myself Dutch?
Or was I just the eternal Moslem?
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